Notes for Lesley


Mirror.co.uk - 24 August 2005 

SHOCKING TRUTH ABOUT MY RUNAWAY HUSBAND 

ONE morning in July, Lesley's husband Tony van den Berg drove her to work,
kissed her goodbye and told her that he loved her.
Nine months after their wonderful honeymoon in Malta, Lesley still counted
herself lucky - even though her dream man did spend hours staring into the
computer at home.
But before that day was over her life was to be cruelly shattered.
After dropping her off, Tony returned home, packed a bag and walked out. The
romantic charmer who had promised to be with her for ever had left for good.
Now Tony, 44, is thought to be in Canada, while distraught Lesley tries to
pick up the pieces of her wrecked life.
"This man is the ultimate runaway love rat," she says of the Dutchman she
married last October. "I was his fourth wife, but I've since learnt that I
wasn't the first to receive this kind of treatment.
"He'd been going on dates throughout our time together, trying to get back
with his third wife and even joined an internet dating agency on my credit
card. He told me he and his third wife split by mutual agreement - but he
deserted her without warning too.
"Now he has saddled me with a huge mortgage and I can't meet the repayments
alone. Eventually, I and my four daughters will be thrown out of our home.
"No doubt Tony is now grooming some poor, unsuspecting woman to become the
fifth Mrs van den Berg. Well, I'm speaking out as a warning to women
everywhere. Stay away from Tony van den Berg - he's nothing but trouble."
Lesley's fate was sealed one night five years ago when she threw a party and a
neighbour invited a tall, charming stranger with blue eyes and blond hair.
He was attentive, sensitive and engaging and they seemed to have a lot in
common. Each had suffered miserable marriages and had all but given up on
love.
"Tony was so caring," says Lesley, 43. "We talked all night and then we went
on a couple of dates. He told me he just wanted to be friends as he couldn't
cope with anything serious at that time.
But their relationship quickly developed
"It was wonderful. I never expected to find love at my age, but we had such a
glorious time. We went to the cinema, out for dinner and he got on really well
with the girls. He was always holding my hand, always telling me he loved me,
always wanting a kiss. In the morning he'd bring me tea in bed."
Tony got on well with her daughters, Nicole, 19, Barbara, 17, Gwen, 15, and
Karen, 10, and persuaded Lesley they should buy their council house in Largs,
Ayrshire.
"I didn't want to at first," she says. "We'd be saddled with a huge mortgage
and I was worried he'd leave. But Tony reassured me that he was staying for
ever and even proposed.
"He said: 'This is my fourth marriage. And last.'" On October 18 last year
they married at Largs register office in a Scottish-themed wedding. "It was a
wonderful day," says Lesley. "I was so happy. Tony wore a kilt and we had deep
red roses, thistles and pink tulips." Tony's parents, his only guests, made
the trip from Holland and afterwards the couple enjoyed a romantic honeymoon
in Malta.
But soon after their return Tony started working longer hours at his customer
relations job and became obsessed with their home computer.
"It was like an addiction," says Lesley. "He'd stay up all night, laughing and
chatting away to people online, then come into the living-room and sit slumped
across the sofa, not speaking to me.
"He said it was his hobby, but it was his life. I asked him after one row why
he'd bothered to marry me if he didn't want to share his life with me. He went
off sex completely and hardly showed me any affection. He lay around in his
pyjamas all day, unwashed, unshaved, drinking bucketloads of coffee and
smoking fags."
But Lesley had no idea Tony was secretly planning his getaway until the
afternoon of July 14, when daughter Gwen showed up at her work.
"She was in a terrible state. She told me that when Tony arrived home he went
straight on to the computer. At 3pm he had a shower and a shave and put on
smart clothes. Then he walked out of the door."
Lesley found a note on her bed: "Had enough. Will contact you in a few days to
return car and collect the rest of my stuff, Tony."
Beside the note were his mobile phone sim card and his wedding ring.
"I didn't know what he'd had enough of," says Lesley. "We'd had our ups and
downs, but I was a good wife and thought that my husband loved me. I found
that half of his clothes and his passport were missing and collapsed in
tears."
She checked the computer, but Tony had taken the hard drive to cover his
tracks. Then, hidden away in a cupboard, she found a notebook crammed full of
women's names and numbers.
"I was disgusted - but desperate for answers, so I rang a few," she says. "It
turned out that he'd used my Visa card to join an internet dating agency
behind my back and had been arranging to meet women the whole time we were
married.
"I rang his work and found he'd been taking afternoons off so he could meet
his dates. I felt totally crushed."
As she struggled to cope with it all, she found an unlikely ally in Tony's
ex-wife Kelly.
"I found her number and I rang and told her the whole sorry story," she says.
"She wasn't at all shocked. She was a lovely person - not a bit like Tony had
described.
"Nothing he'd told me about her was true. If it hadn't been for Kelly's mum
coming up the road at the exact moment Tony was leaving with his packed cases
he would have made a clean getaway. He said he was going to Holland as his
grandfather had died." A week after Tony had walked out on Lesley, the police
found her Ford Mondeo at Glasgow airport car park. The only clues to his
whereabouts were cash withdrawals at banks in America and a flight to Canada.
As she waits for news, Lesley is desperately trying to keep her head above
water.
Tony was the main bread-winner and she is two months behind on her mortgage
payments. Since the house is in both their names, he needs to sign it over to
her so she can sell it before it is repossessed.
"We'll end up in a council house miles away," she says. "The only good thing
that's come out of this is I've made a really good friend in Kelly. We talk on
the phone and we're arranging to meet later this year." Kelly, a 41-year-old
mother of six, says: "He's done it to me, he's done it to her. I'm sure he's
going to do it again. I spent a year crying over what he did to me. No more. I
think people need to know about Tony - he's scum."
Lesley adds: "None of my marriage was real. My only hope now is to warn others
of his sick, destructive patterns. I'm sorry for the little ones he left
behind.
"He has a three-year-old in Sheffield from his second marriage and a
two-year-old in America he has never met. He left their pictures here.
"How could anyone do that? He has no heart. I am angry at him, but I have a
small amount of pity too - because in the end he will have nothing."
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